Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Terrified!!!

I was walking alone...it was really dark and looked like a forest.I really don't understand where I am and I'm feeling really sleepy.I am not able to open my eyes.When I thought I'll sleep for sometime and walk later I realized that I was being followed by someone...someone whom I never knew before.I started walking really fast and he walked faster too .The only thing I could hear was the rustling of the leaves, distant howling of a dog and me gasping really heavy! The faster I walked the closer the unknown man came and I could not walk faster;I was feeling really sleepy!I think am falling !! Maybe thats because I am sleepy! I try walking faster but I could not!I was dragging my legs!Well what if I knew that person??So I turned to see who it was and ....I was all alone!There was no one there !And all of a sudden I realise I was not in some forest but in some unknown street where suddenly a lot of people are there ,but its still dark.I turn around and I see a group of people or ,to be precise, a group of zombies walking towards me! I start running faster than I can imagine and again I find myself in some forest and its silent once again and no one is following me.I just wanna sleep and I keep walking to find some place where I could rest.I finally found a place ,too odd for a forest ,with a carpet and candles and I lie down there for sometime .As I closed my eyes I heard some noise again and I open my eyes with great struggle just to find that the carpet on which I was sleeping was flying and there were some weird vampire like creatures flying along ! It was a really huge bird like thing, with a single horn between its irregular amoeba shaped ugly green eyes, a big nostril and a mouth with such sharp scary carnivorous teeth coming out of its mouth!
I am totally confused!!!Where am I??What am I doing here???Where are these creatures taking me ??? Am not able to open my eyes...am flying over the sea and far away I see a tall haunted stone tower,along the shore, under the light of the full moon and a lot of vampire like creatures flying around the top of the tower like bats. The carpet on which I am ,half asleep (or am I fainting?) was flying fast towards the tower and I realized that I was fast approaching a stone window which was closed!Nooooooooooooo! Am gonna hit the stone window!This is gonna hurt me!!I've got to do something to save myself!!!Can save myself by jumping down from this carpet???I look down, but there , shining under the light of the full moon,I see demonic waves with open mouth ,waiting to swallow me!I do not swim!And I look up I am just a few feet away from the stone window!!QUICK!!!I need to decide something!!Am not able to open my eyes !NO I've got to find some way!My eyes are closing...I need to open my eyes!!I try hard and open my eyes and am approaching the stone window !!!Am crwaling on my back towards the edge of my carpet to save myself from hitting the window... I move towards the edge of the carpet and then... AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I SCREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAMMMMMMMMMMMMM ... I've fallen on my back , not from the flying carpet,but from my stationary bed!!! DUH that was a night mare!What were you expecting???

Sunday, August 9, 2009

save meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

aaaaarrrghhhhhhhh!!!!!
What a hectic day!!!! I really wonder why whenever I have problems all problems come together!!!I mean it looks like one problem "self invites" itself and also invites other problems!! Like for example: I have some important work to do at office and I try refering those details online and I never get any detail close to it;on the same day I never get the bus I want and I wait under the HOT sun for about half an hour( I could ve taken an auto ..dunno why I didnt O.o); on the same day its extra hot;and I return home and the power goes away;and the power comes and I get back to my work I get a really bad head ache and mom starts off "You are not eating properly....(I ate two boiled eggs ,full meals,onion pakoda,milk all for lunch and 3 masala dosas and bournvita for break fast) you dont take care of yourself properly...you dont eat tablets properly...(trust me tablets form the major part of my lunch and dinner lol) you roam about too much in the sun(like I love roaming in the sun!!!)bla bla "...And then I force myself to concentrate and do my work my dad says "Hey come lets go out for dinner!!".. "yeah right ..I have too much work to do..am not coming...get me something" ,this is what I tell him,but inside I think "Great I'll have some peace if everyone goes out...I can do my work with more concentration!!!" .Now everyone leaves and I relax and...you think am doing the work that I wanted to do???OH noooo am watching FRIENDS!!! After having a good time watching a couple of episodes I think 'OK..now I'll work with full concentration and break my own record!!!!'.I did start off that way and continued till I got a phone call...After some few lines of conversation I understood that my dad had called this lady sometime back for my sister's alliance and that lady on the other side started asking MY details!!!I refused to give telling" Its for my sister not for me!!!" She says " How old are you??Where are you working??" I tell" My sis is working with SIFY"..and she replies"No ma..I want your details.. cause your dad told that you will be more interested with my son's profile!" ...WHAT THE HECK??? My ears and nose started smoking and all I wanted to do was to punch my dad on his belly(i.e. our family property:P ) I dunno whether that lady was telling the truth or if she was insane or if my dad was insane to tell like that,but,my mood is totally spoiled with too many things at the same time and here I am venting my anger and frustration or should I say blogging my anger!?!?!?!? Whatever I think am Ok now..Let me get back to work!!!!!!!

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

GOD = my mom

My first blog... a new experience lol ...am just thinking thinking thinking what do i write about??? do i write about this cutee little kid whom i met at the temple whose innocence attracted me??or do I mention about my best friend ( with whom i talk almost everyday) who has left for US and how I feel so plain without talking to her !!!
Well let me talk about my MOM who has influenced me in every good thing I do and I have (except casteism ;) )..She influenced me in writing this first entry !! ..Wellllllll She loves me like no one else does!!! I know every mother loves her child...but like every other child I feel my mom loves me the most and the best...unconditional love!!!
So many sacrifices ...so much of hard work ... so much of PATIENCE..all for me!!! I feel so guilty at times cause i tend to think i dnt deserve so much from my dear mom!!! ok am not getting too sentimental..lol!!! Anyways I see God in her..She is the best and no one can equal her :)
love u mommy :)